Failed...again & again!

 

Assalamualaikum & salam sejahtera

Tup-tup, hari ini merupakan hari terakhir untuk bulan Mac. Allah...saya gagal mengotakan janji kepada diri sendiri untuk mengejar deadline yang dah pun dead. Ayoyo...

Geram terhadap diri sendiri. Bengang apatah lagi. Satu-satunya perkara yang boleh dibanggakan untuk minggu ini cuma 'kejayaan' kecil untuk diam di Peti Sejuk UM aka UM Main Library dan memuat turun buku FUNDAMENTAL OF SPACE MEDICINE dan FUNDAMENTAL OF SPACE BIOLOGY. Those books will help me a lot to write down the Chapter 1. Hello. Esok karang dah nak submit tesis, Bab 1 pun tak lepas lagi? How can?

Iye. Saya risaukan beribu-ribu lemon peluang yang sudah saya lepaskan. Saya risaukan beribu-ribu masa yang memakan usia. Oh no! Lagi dua tahun, nombor dua akan berganti tiga! Dan saya masih tiada apa-apa!

Tadi terserempak dan terbaca tulisan Along perihal konvo Ijazah saya dulu. 

Monday, September 11, 2006

Majlis Konvokesyen Sidang Ke2 UPM is just around the corner. For the graduates, it is the time for them to celebrate their victory over hectic time during their studies. Assignments, thick books, classes, so do make-up classes, assignments again and again and again... but it is worth to sacrife their time to complete the courses and finally to receive the scroll.

What convocation means to us? For me, it means everything! I felt really great and satisfied during my convocation when i had completed my diploma about 3 years ago. Thanks to The Almighty, parents,lectureres, family and friends. But for me, it is not so great since it was just a diploma. Why? Maybe because people nowadays pursue their studies to higher levels. sometimes they got more than 1 PhD! that is so great!

Last month, i went to my sister's convocation at Malaya University. And the most important part is, i have to accompany my father in the Dewan Tunku Canselor since my mom was having bad fever at that time and my other siblings at Terengganu had to look after her. So she couldn't watch my sister recieving her scroll. My sister was so sad but i called our relatives who lives around KL to come to the celebration. It was quite successful :) another interesting part is the session on that day wasn't really rigid and we didn't really follow the protocol. We can even take pictures and also video tape the session. :) we burnt it into VCD and show it to family. My mom especially was really happy.

Now we are waiting for 3more of us to graduate. BY Allah's wills, my 2 brothers will fly to Egypt after finishing their certificate and diploma next year. And i, will be graduatin next year..-if everything is fine especially my health. For me, since i didn't do well in my previous semesters, i really hope i actually learn something and i' ll be a better person. .. the graduation is only the first step for the next level of battle..

There is a good reason they call these ceremonies "commencement exercises." Graduation is not the end; it's the beginning. ~Orrin Hatch

Saya kena pastikan hari konvo Master jadi kenyataan. Sebelum tu, saya WAJIB pastikan tesis cacing angkasa ni jadi kenyataan!!! Aja-aja fighting!!!